Illness is a rather flexible word. A bit like “patient”, it can be applied to situations of widely varying severity. In the US, when someone says “I have an illness”, most people respond “I hope you get well soon”. A kind, thoughtful and I believe genuine response. With someone who is chronically ill, there is no immediately appropriate phrase. “I hope you don’t die soon” just doesn’t have the same sort of kind and thoughtful ring that “Get well soon” does.
Chronic illness is, obviously, a constant condition and we seemingly have no socially recognized way for those who care about us to quickly share their sentiments. To underscore my point, here is an example from the last few months…
In March, I tore the planter fascia tendon in my left foot. How did I do that? At a doctor’s appt. But more on that in a later post…. To heal the tendon, I needed to wear a neoprene and Velcro boot cast. With a custom-made orthotic to prevent sores from developing on my foot. With additional special padding to prevent skin damage to my leg. And a compression stocking to help with circulation so crucial to diabetic feet. After wearing the cast for nine weeks, my podiatrist (we’ll call him Dr. Redmond) and I decided that I had to stop wearing the cast because my back and my hips were now in constant pain from limping around with the 4 pound, 3 inch platformed monstrosity. The tendon had not healed as much as it needed to but I swore an oath to wear only my custom orthotics and tennis shoes. I was out of the boot for three weeks. Then I broke a bone in my foot.
Back into the boot for six more weeks. Then another two weeks. Then another two weeks after that. The really insulting part is that no one knows how I broke my foot. My left foot has now been MRI’d, Xray’d, Dexa scanned and pressure tested multiple times.
Strangers notice casts pretty quickly. They will ask “How'd ya do that ?” People in elevators say “Gosh, I had to wear one of those once, it was miserable”. The people who know and love you see you wearing the same cast for almost seven months and they their concern is visible but no quick quip comes to their lips.
You know that I completely get this and I am very glad to see you blogging your experiences.
ReplyDeleteGet Well Soon for most people is something that they enjoy to hear it makes them feel loved by those around them.
To someone like me it is almost the thing I hate to hear most, it stings. Having an illness that no one can see from the outside makes it even worse when they add, well you don't look sick. The possibility of getting well just isn't there. I will never get "well" I might get things under control temporarily but the fact is that I am still sick.
Much Love,
M